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Hmmm, this is a tough one... Especially to start out with. What do I honestly HATE about myself?Hate is such a strong word... I don't hate anything about myself. I DISLIKE the fact that when I'm unsure about something, I don't even attempt it. This is a gift & curse. In every aspect of my life... Work, relationships, my music, writing.. If I feel I can't do it & do it WELL, I just won't try. I guess it started as a defense mechanism. It prevented me from the disappointment of failure. At the same time, everyone should know what failure feels like. If you don't fail, you'll never truly appreciate success. But thats ust my opinion. I feel that I've missed out on a lot of opportunities that may have worked out but I wasn't 100% sure, so I didn't do it. There have been relationships that I was unsure would work, so I just left them alone. BUT... That ended in 2011. This year, I have every intent of following every dream/wish I have. Beginning with an upcoming audition in a few weeks! I am nervous. I'm extremely nervous, actually!! But it won't hurt me if I fail & could be a dream come true if I succeed... And I plan to succeed. I will keep you all updated & I guess we will go from there... Until then, ciao!
~Jay
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