A woman's dilemma....

Ok, here's one more poem of mine. Written about 5 yrs ago. Its not entitled so I must have had something serious on my mind at the time. Lol

UNTITLED

So, now I'm sitting here holding my phone while HE is telling me all the things that I used to hear from HIM. How beautiful I am & how if HE were HIM, I would never want for anything. I find that hard to believe cause everything HE is saying would sound so much better coming from HIM. But since I don't see HIM around, I pretend to listen to what HE is saying until HE says "goodnight, sweetheart" and hangs up the phone. Then all my thoughts turn to HER & what SHE could have over ME to make HIM cheat. As I lay in bed, alone, I wonder when ME & HIM stopped being an US and when SHE & HIM started being a THEM and HE & I started being... Whatever it is WE are. Whenever I tried to talk to HIM about our problems, I never could get HIM to listen to ME or what I was saying. But HE listened. And HE held ME. And HE kissed MY tears away. I'm sure SHE did the same for HIM... So, here I am still with HIM waiting for HIM to realize that SHE could never be ME and HER love could never compare to MINE and HE could never replace HIM and all I've ever wanted was for ME & HIM to go back to being US. But until then, HIM & HER are doing THEIR thing.... And I guess I'm doing MINE.




~Jay